Cleansing ritual continues
After a month of cleansing my psysical body, my mind, my soul, I have been thrown back into the same chaos that I left. It is now time to cleanse my house. I have taken the whole concept of "clearing out old stuff" to a whole new level I can tell you that. Looks like my pathway to riddng all materialism out of my life might actually happen one day. But not today or any day in the near future. Babysteps. Everything has it's time in space.
Since return have been an emotional rollercoaster. All the energies around are so different from the ashram and it all takes getting used to. Went to lunch with a friend when getting back and almost burst into tears when he asked how I was. Sobbing I responded "I so good, really happy". He looked confused. Don't think he'll be taking any more yogaclasses off me or what do you think?
Yesterday talked to Radha on phone. Missing her so much. I mean this girl made me laugh within two minutes of having her on the phone. Relieved to hear that self is not alone feeling totally lost and emotional in "new" world that has been confronted with. Anyway, Radha's project to do puzzle for a week and avoid human encounters sounds like a plan.
Since return have been an emotional rollercoaster. All the energies around are so different from the ashram and it all takes getting used to. Went to lunch with a friend when getting back and almost burst into tears when he asked how I was. Sobbing I responded "I so good, really happy". He looked confused. Don't think he'll be taking any more yogaclasses off me or what do you think?
Yesterday talked to Radha on phone. Missing her so much. I mean this girl made me laugh within two minutes of having her on the phone. Relieved to hear that self is not alone feeling totally lost and emotional in "new" world that has been confronted with. Anyway, Radha's project to do puzzle for a week and avoid human encounters sounds like a plan.
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